Char

2011-04-09T13:57:00.008+08:00

The past 2 weeks

2011-04-05T23:44:00.002+08:00

No more slacking around with my life and wasting days slacking and doing nothing at home. Its time I did my portfolio, and start exercising because all Ive become is a fat unhealthy blob and its not good, I tire easily, wake up late and that shizz. Wake up char.

2011-03-28T00:11:00.015+08:00

2011-02-20T22:12:00.004+08:00

I wish I could just hold you and tell you that everything's gonna be okay, but I can't.

2011-02-19T18:22:00.008+08:00

Over the past few weeks, photos in no particular order.

Anyhow, going through past photos of all the times w my mates, its gonna be hard graduating and leaving this chapter of my life behind ): I can't imagine how things would be say, in even 5 years time and the future scares me to be honest, scares the shit outta me. Well this past 3 years have been a blast and Ima miss everyone, we are GOING TO HAVE MEET UP EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE.

Oh and I created a tumblr account :) http://dinoflakes.tumblr.com/ only for reblogginnn, wouldn't abandon this space :D

2011-02-01T03:53:00.006+08:00

There's always something about staying up in the night while the rest of my family sleeps, kinda feels like time stops. Not gonna be staying all the way up tonight though, its now close to 4am and I ought to sleep since Im gonna be out with log and ridz doing work all night tmr.

Oh and my sister's back from aussieee ^^ never really dawned on me that I would see her in the flesh till we picked her up at the airport yesterday. Sure misssed her a hell load and it sucks knowing that she's gonna go back in a coupla weeks and this is gonna be the cycle for the next 2 and a half years )':

2011-01-31T02:06:00.002+08:00

An event that changed everything. What a long and emotional day.

2011-01-27T21:48:00.003+08:00

The laptop has failed me, not once but 7 times alone in the past hour and its seriously pissing me off, but I feel more fear and all cause submission's in freaking a week plus and I don't know if I can even rely on my laptop anymore to do my work ): and with cny studio's not gonna be open so I really have to make do with this laptop. Not too sure how long's a laptop's lifespan is though but mine has been 2 years and 4 months or so old. Okay leaving the school library now, bye.

2011-01-27T02:22:00.005+08:00

Work in progress, lots more to be done. After this its details + section + presentation boards + physical model. It would be a miracle I can finish them on time D: I swear all the stress Im feeling isnt good for the body in the long run but heck! Final submission of my frickin poly life. Oh save me from this someone, all I need now is time time time.

Okay Im off to bed now and its gonna be an early day tomorrow, productivity level has to be 100% in school.

2011-01-24T02:59:00.005+08:00

Kaaaay no more emo song lyrics for today. I'll go into something else, hmm. I'm pretty much screwed for this final submission, but then again its too early to say that aint it. Considering that if I really work my butt off this remaining 2 weeks I can actually make it (which would include CNY so its only a week plus): Hell yeah am I gonna finish it all on time. (I'd better anyways, heh) I should really be sleeping now, its 3am, body clock's been a little wonky lately and its not good. I don't really like doing work in the night, always been more of a day person.

So graduation draws nearer and we were given the option of creating an online portfolio for the link to be put up in the graduation yearbook thingymajiggy. And I've chosen a name and put some stuff into it already. Non archi work though :/ They've yet to be put in! I'll be doing that after jc4 submission. Here goes, http://charlenedraws.carbonmade.com/ Enjoy!

THIS, is my picture for the grad yearbook thing. Was thinking if I should be posting the other photos that were going to be in it as well but I guess I'd better not cause it hasn't been published, so yeah. I'll just put mine up. HAHA, not like its anything nice, in fact I think I look weeeeeird.

And to bed I go.

2011-01-24T02:43:00.006+08:00

Default/Little Too Late

Maybe I missed you
Maybe it's true
Maybe I didn't do enough to hold onto you
Maybe you'll think back
On the good times we had
Maybe one day this feeling won't remind me of you

It took some time now I knowI
t's a little too late
I'm in this world all alone
Now I see it's over
Out of time

I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when I lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't see
I threw it away
Now it's a little too late

It should have been easy
It seemed so hard
I could never say that we were better apart
I should have been the one to hold you
I should have been the one you run to
Turned around just in time to see a fading memory of you

It took some time now I know
It's a little too late
I'm in this world all alone
Now I see it's over
Out of time

I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when I lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't seeI threw it away
Now it's a little too late

I remember when I said goodbye
I can't forget the tears that you cried
I pretend that I was over you
I let you go and I don't know why

You took some time now I know

I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when I lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't see
I threw it away
Now it's a little too late

):

2011-01-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

"Tomorrow there's no school so lez go drink some more redbull"

- Orson/No Tomorrow

2011-01-19T20:10:00.002+08:00

What I'm going through right now would be an internal conflict and battle that is on my own accord and nothing to do with any certain person, nor should this someone give a hoot cause its something thats within me and nothing to do with him/her. For I have the rights to lead my own life and feel however I feel about things. How things affect me and how I get over events that have occured in my life isnt any of anybody's business, nor is it left out for that person to judge and call me names like being two faced and blaming me for how I feel, cause thats absolutely ridicuolous if you ask me, especially when its how I feel on the inside.

On a lighter note, I'm glad today was a productive day in school, really sat down and just did my work straight for a coupla hours. I hope the next few weeks would be as productive as it was today. It's gonna be like the submission of everything we've all worked for in our 3 years here at SP and it'd better be a helluva submission. Got back not too long ago and I'm contemplating between sleeping now till 1am ish to my work all the way till school OR doing now till my eyes cant stay open and just head to bed. Hmm.

2011-01-18T21:32:00.003+08:00

Even though all's forgiven and not said of anymore, we're on talking conditions and things have been okay since, it kinda makes me uncomfortable that I see you so many times a week, that we share the same group of friends, not only one but two. That you have a crush on my friend (as if its not awkawrd enough that you're the ex and she's my friend), that you happen to turn up and be there for so many occasions of my life. That you're always around so many times even though I wished that I didn't have to see you. That things are in this current situation.

It's not that I'm trying to start an arguement or anything for that matter nor am I saying its the other party's fault but rather one of my own internal battle. Not that I have any feelings of any sort anymore (hell no) but more of the fact that I really wish for a closure between us and seeing you this often is making it awkward and even makes me go 'errk' sometimes.It's not easy, and it hasn't been, even though we're cool and friends. It's just uncomfortable, on my part.

2011-01-17T01:08:00.003+08:00

What a day it was, tiring indeed. Sure going to be a tiring one tomorrow too. I'd better head to bed now/real soon. My arms ache. Got a lotta things on my mind and important decisions to make, with the final submission coming up in 2 and a half week's time. Time is a really important factor right now, REALLY IMPORTANT. Cant be wasting anymore time doing nonsense, its time to wake up my idea and get down to serious work.

1:16am

2011-01-11T15:40:00.001+08:00

Beautiful lyrics! This falls under the catagory of the songs that I have in my itunes but forgot that I have it. Came across it again at an adidas shop when I was with wenxin and mm. Okay I'd better get back to work. Tata.

2011-01-09T22:44:00.001+08:00

After a week since school reopened, it hasn't been a really productive week to be honest. Time to step it up and really get down to work and make the best out of this remaining 3 weeks for the final submission. I'm really scared to be honest, of whether I would be able to do the best that I can. Okay Im off to sleep, gotta get my body clock right so I can wake on time for school.

2011-01-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

SOMEONE FIND THIS SHOP AND BRING ME TO IT QUIIIIICK.

2011-01-04T09:43:00.005+08:00

3 weeks holiday was helluva holiday, stayovers, Christmas, Phuket and going out. And now that its back to school its kinda a bittersweet feeling. I guess the stress level just went up because we were reminded that our final submission is just due 5 weeks time. Feels too soon for me to be honest, oh well.

It's the new year and 2010 has been an alright year for me I guess. Not too sure what to be expecting this 2011, a better year I hopee.

Today marks the first day of the NUS open competition and the guys are gonna be playing their first match today against NP. Would be going down with the girls to watch the match, and then come thursday its the girls game against SMU.

AP report submission later on in the day! Till then.

2010-12-23T01:38:00.005+08:00

The holidays have been spent doing absolutely nothing work related and its been nothing but fun, heh with spending the days going out and going for trainings. This is what the holidays should be, though the idea of having to submit the AP specs report thing when school reopens kinda 'ughs' me. A lot of money has been spent as well, aint too proud of that. I keep trying to comfort myself that its because of the holiday season and with sales everywhere it would only be this month that Im spending so much (aint so much of a shopaholic to begin with) most of money actually goes to food.

There's gonna be a TYR sale starting tomorrow, gonna be heading down with wenxin mm and kth (hopefully ima get some cheap costumes, this aint a want its kinda more a need so I dont feel so much guilty getting it heh.) Its now thursday already, 2 more days to Christmas and 3 more days to Phuket, truth be told I'm really scared to go there, yes because I'm paranoid like that I keep imagining what would happen should there really be a tsunami. But I sure am excited at the same time.

On a random note, I miss reading. Feel like my level of english is deproving. Daddy used to bring us to the library and borrow books to read, I haven't been doing that much cause I never really got into the habit of doing so. Nor do we head down to the library anymore. Don't know what I'm doing rambling on and being so draggy with all this boring talk, hmph. The stuff mentioned here have kinda been mentioned in the previous post I'm aware. Gonna head to bed now.

2010-12-21T01:57:00.007+08:00

So much to say but im lazy to say it all

So im just going to put a few pics of hair :) (dont support them ciggie ones, just like da hair)

Given 3 weeksa holidays, one gone and just 2 left. Been out quite a lot lately, to phuket during the last weeka hols ^^ always liked the idea of going somewhere away from singapore, even if msia or somewhere nearby, kinda scared at the same time though, of the idea that a tsunami should happen ): and the idea of being in a foreign land. Well, the idea of having to work on some submission and our own design on our featured space during this short short break seriously turns me off. Holidays are meant to be holidays maan.

Training earlier on and this wed's my last training before Im off to phuket and back imediately for NUS open(nervous as hell) wish I didnt have to skip training though,esp the last week of trg. Ah chlorine level in sp pool today was crazy high, vision's still slightly off even till now. Just hope it doesnt affect my eyesight permanently.

It's gonna be a long day tomorrow. Goodnight~

2010-12-08T22:12:00.006+08:00

Too lazy to post any word related things so heres a whole buncha pics I took from tumblr, heeh.

2010-12-02T22:54:00.002+08:00

Haha idiot face. Cut the hair last sat! Having mixed feelings about it, upside is tt I dont have to tie my hair and my hair isnt dropping as much! Downside, I miss tying my hair (haha contradictory much)

2010-11-27T01:05:00.010+08:00

I'd really like to have short hair again.

(dont own any of the pics)

2010-11-21T23:34:00.003+08:00

Looks like its gonna be a long night for mee, the weekends were spent out and not doing any work :/ and the groupwork submission's tmr, im left with the entire night to finish up the sketches! I can do thissss. Printer ink's lookin a lil funny hurr.

I really shouldnt be thinking of this but I think the only things that are going to keep me awake is going to be the remaining haagen daz ice cream in the freezer and the unopened pack of ruffles cheese~ SPEAKING OF FOOD, the ribena syrup stock @ home has been REPLENISHED! After so long~ Okay and back to werrrk.

2010-11-21T17:52:00.003+08:00

CLEAN BEDSHEETS!
With gingerbreadman holding stars, candy canes and Christmas trees ^^

The thing they use @ IKEA to hold cups (i brought it home cs i thought it to be quite nicee)

ZE WALL.
Curtain from the kids section of IKEA :B
Start everyday with plugging in my ipod to this

Off to MAT detailing shizz bye.

2010-11-19T01:14:00.003+08:00

Site visit to location of given case study earlier in the day. Back to school for make-up lecture and then alexandra & town with hud and suh.

2010-11-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

Stayed home the entire day cept for dinner with my parents to tiong bahru, laptop's been allaround the house, to the dining, my table and so I decided to bring it to my bed (though I never really liked moving it about cause of how troublesome it is bringing the mouse wires mousepad and all about)

How I wish I had those things they use for serving breakfast in bed, and I would then use it for my laptop ^^

If you could, take a look at http://www.taylorlove.org/, it tears myheart when I came across her story and from looking at all the photos, seeing what she has to go through at such a young age. I quote from the site,
"Taylor Nicole Love was born June 27th, 2005 a beautiful, blue-eyed, blonde-haired baby girl. Her sparkling blue eyes told us she would be a charming, joyful sister to her brothers Adam and Kyle. As she sang and danced in anticipation of Christmas 2006, we noticed a bruised and apparent lazy eye. First a visit to her pediatrician followed by a trip to an ophthalmologist led us to our eventual nightmare. On December 12, 2006 our 18 month old baby girl was hospitalized and diagnosed with stage IV, high risk neuroblastoma a deadly cancer with no known cure. She had a tumor on her left adrenal gland, a tumor behind each eye and disease in her bone marrow. We would now learn what a horrible, aggressive and relentless disease this is.

Since her diagnosis Taylor has endured countless procedures, biopsies, blood transfusions and stays in the hospital. She has undergone 7 rounds of high dose chemotherapy, a surgery to remove the tumor in her abdomen and a stem cell harvest. She has completed several rounds of a phase I clinical trial which included immunotherapy treatment and IV radiation. She had undergone radiation treatments to her head, orbits and abdomen and is currently undergoing treatment in a phase II antibody trial at Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center in NYC.

This year, another enemy lined up against Taylor. She was diagnosed with MDS - which is a form of chemo-induced leukemia. Taylor underwent a bone marrow transplant in August 2010 and is now recovering at home. The ultimate success of the transplant will not be known for many weeks."

)':

2010-11-14T11:18:00.000+08:00

AIM OF THE DAY: FINISH ANNOTATIONS DIMENSION AND CALCULATING RUNNING DISTANCE AND PRINT BEFORE SHOP CLOSES AT 8PM! GOGOGO!!!

2010-11-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

Just took a dump, tummy ache. Weak tummy what to doooo. I realised that I always have the urge to shit during training, HAHA ok damn gross saying it here but who gives. I always get the feeling right before we play a match, SPEAKING OF MATCH. TODAY AH, swear I was freaking angst, shan't go into the details. But its cool now, Im cool~

Hate the after-training-feeling where I go home and reality hits me with the amount of work I've gotta dooo and the few hours left of the day ._. Oh well, having a cca and esp being in POLO IS AWESOME SHYTE.

Klakla back to workbye.

2010-11-07T19:00:00.002+08:00

The parents have left the building. Im home alonee, with having to cook my own dinner whoopee~ There's something about being left alone at home, I just don't know what it is. Oh well, ima have to whip up dinner soon, getting real hungry.

2010-11-07T16:20:00.004+08:00

Webcam with the sister and family today, though I only took a screen shot of me and her. Its been a month already since you left. So many a times I have things to tell but you're not there so sometimes I just keep it in ):

The parents'd be attending a wedding dinner and its just me alone on the house later on. I'd really like to go for the ilight @ marina bay but with stuff due tomorrow its just crazy if I went tonight (BUT TONIGHT IS THE LAST NIGHT!!) Grrr. Its 730pm till midnight, if someone'd just go makan and then walk around with me for abit then go home all within an hour it'd be great! Heh.

Oh! And my momma got me a spongebob mousepad! Even though it was like some choose-3-things-for-$5 it that dont matter to me at all, but rather the fact that she remembered what I like and that I came home to see it on my table ^^ thank you mummayee. (goodness just look at face of mine) Kay and its back to workworkwork.

2010-11-04T23:59:00.005+08:00

Change in template! Thought of doing so a few weeks back or so. This week has gotta be a pretty bad week in terms of my attendance :/ Oh well! Next week is another week, Ima wake and be in school on time yes I would.

This is a really nice song, with beautiful lyrics :)

Cause I need you right here, by my side
Cause you're everything I'm not in my life.
We're indestructable, we are untouchable
Nothing can take us down tonight
You are so beautiful, it should be criminal
You should be mine.

And if we make it out alive
I'll promise you that we will never die!

No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God we'll be okay

So believe me when I say, you're the one
They'll never forgive us for the things we've done

No way to justify
We got no alibi, we are alive we're on the run
Just put your hand in mine, it shouldn't be a crime
What have we done

And if we make it through the night
I promise you this love will never die

But if we die, before we wake
I'll promise you forever and my soul today
No matter what, we'll be okay

Everybody said that we would never last
If they could see us now I bet they'd take it back
It doesn't matter what we do or what we say
Cause nothing matters anyway

No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God we'll be okay

And if we die, before we wake
I'll promise you forever and my soul today
No matter what, we'll be okay

(As silly as it sounds, I think the lyrics to the acoustic version is slightly different from the original one)

2010-11-03T02:26:00.003+08:00

Coupla stuff I saved over last night and today. The nights where I can do nothing related to work and going out just cs I feel like it are getting lesser and lesser. With school, submissions one after another and cca, Im still tryna adapt to school starting even though its been 2 weeks. I honestly feel my school gives too much holidays thats all (haha I sound like a total nerd but really, too much holidays just makes you in the mood for more = lazier = not good)

Submission yesterday was okay I guess. 2 more weeks to another submission, whoopee~

Eating green tea ice cream from Haagen Dazs at 3am in the morning with the fan blowing right in my face is somewhat refreshing :) Just finished the rest of whatever was left in the tub, waiting for my hair to dry. Ohyes and speaking of hair! I did the DIY hairdye thing, to be honest there isn't really much of a difference if you ask me(practically none at all). Should've gone with my gut feeling to get something lighter, oh well! Didn't wna risk looking funny, heh.

And with that I'm going to sleep despite the wet hair.

2010-11-03T01:03:00.002+08:00

Attempt to dye my hair (using the DIY kit thing).
Ants are invading my room. I strongly believe it was because of the fact that I ate ice cream in my room last night.

2010-11-01T03:42:00.002+08:00

Ima go take a power nap and its back to work. Daaamn tired want to die. 2 days of competition and right after that its submission, no joke man.

2010-11-01T02:49:00.001+08:00

Im baaack. Doing work after 2 days of competition is nothing to laugh about. Im getting tiredd and still not done yet >:l

2010-11-01T02:21:00.000+08:00

HAIR + SWIM IVP.

Kay back to work.

2010-10-30T21:45:00.006+08:00

(Want to) HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR! + CUT HAIR.

Swim IVP today, took most of the day up plus dinner and all, got home 9ish. And its time for me to get some work done ): Day 2 of IVP tomorrow daah so tired.

Some random things which no one would really bother, haha! Changed the cursor(mouse) to a black one! (it looks pretty cool), downloaded the new itunes 10, got a call from the sister!! ^^ Hair is growing out to be like a tiny bush heehee~

So some things have yet to be settled, its just snowballing into what I dont even know, all because some dude who's older than me couldn't act his age. (thats all I have to say about the whole issue)

KAY BACK TO WORK MY FLENZ.

2010-10-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

What if I still missed you?

2010-10-27T22:21:00.003+08:00

I swear recently my days have been revolving around, CADDING, training, cadding, training, school. Tired, really tired. Haven't so much adjusted to the whole school + cca altogether since the hols have just been cca and going out.

Also been really tired from the shyte thats happening, I don't even know why I mentioned it here, its not even worth being up here on my blog. Ugh! Makes me so mad even thinking about it. Oh well, shit happens.

Off to dinner bye.

2010-10-24T23:17:00.006+08:00

THE SHAVEN SIDE IS GROWING. I'd really like to cut that haircut in the photo below! So very much. Im just scared I turn out to look like a total kuku instead, haha!

Webcam with the sister and family today ^^ Im happy you're doing fine theree. Love you :)

Dillah's 21st birthday celebration @ ecp last night.

2010-10-23T02:29:00.003+08:00

Its 2:30am in Singapore, and 5:30am in Melbourne. I didnt get to talk to you today.

I wonder how are you coping with the lifestyle there, really hope you're fine and well. Im aware of the fact that so many posts have been about how much I miss you and all. I'm not surprised if people thought I was mourning or something. Just that Ive never had the feeling of someone so close to me be away, esp for you when the next time Id see you would be months away. Still, Im learning to be more independent.

Theres this constant reminder of the fact that you're so far away whenever I walk pass your room to get to mine. So many times I wish you were there, even if you were sleeping, just as long as you're there. Its saturday already, gon be a long day with plans both in the day and at night. Have a great day everyone~

2010-10-23T02:02:00.010+08:00

I found the first picture to be rather amusing, haha. Rest are just a few I saved from yesterday and today, with the 2nd one being one sent by a dear friend :)

Dinner with cousin peiying earlier on :) Dinner-chat-chat-chat-walkabout-frozenyoghurt. Today was great, sure needed a break from the stress and the friend drama shyte. Thanks for being there and understanding. Love ya cuzzin^^

2010-10-21T21:51:00.008+08:00

Some people are just not worth the time and energy, if those you thought were your friends just couldnt accept you as you are, dont bother trying to change just to please that one person. Cause true friends tell you both your good and bad points but at the same time love you entirely as you are. So don't change, just cause someone has a problem with it. That, at the end of the day becomes their problem.

Just had to let some steam off. Been kinda an emotional wreck, not that much but more than I usually would be. Im not all noisy retarded and happy 24/7, Ive got problems, friendship problems, fears and everything too. Oh well, I guess in life shit gets thrown at yah and you meet such people as well. With my sis being thousands of kilometres away aint making things any better, infact makes it worse. I miss you jiejie )': You have no idea how many times I wish you were here, IN THE FLESH, with mee. Well but I sure am blessed with friends who stick through the shyte with me :) Some who just never fail to put that smile back on your face(kay I know how cheesy I sound) -sigh- Lord I just need the strength to get through this shyte.

Was on tumblr, itunes on shuffle and the song came on when I came across this picture, coincidence. (Blink 182/I miss you)

2010-10-18T23:37:00.004+08:00

Semester To-Dos

Sleep earlier! (which leads to point 2)
To be on time for school
Be more hardworking, do work FIRST instead of going on facebook/twitter when I come home (try luh huh^^)
(Non academic related) Invest in a cheap guitar and learn! (Highly impossible just thinking of id have any free time for this, heh!)
Pick up on ma polo skillz, still a lot to learn!

Well first day of school was pretty alright I guess, it was actually the FIRST time I dreaded the start of a semester, hmm beats me. Did documentation and slight development of plans from the comments given from JC3, did some Barbarella impersonation with amanda, fug funny.

And with that everybardy, goodnight.

2010-10-17T17:10:00.005+08:00

I got bored in the car.

2010-10-17T01:29:00.014+08:00

Spent the last 2 nights at Marina Bay sands, was real fun spending it with them polo girls :) I know you don't read my blog and I probably already said this a million times but thank you wenxin! For inviting us to stay at Marina Bay sands.

And so on 11oct when we went iceskating(damn you blister) and the 'hike'. One genius came up with the phrase "LIVE AND LET LOOSE" And so we did, haha. I swear Id never forget that day, we freaking walked from Kalling Leisure park to Marina Square, tiring, but fun, haha. Walked through places Ive never walked before. Cause I didnt have a camera with me then the only camera I had was my phone, dont mind the photo quality.

I love this picture of the both of us. You were holding my haaand^^ I miss you so much, just now on the way back after mummy and daddy fetched me from the gig for a brief moment I thought you were like already sleeping in your room or something. But then I realised no )': I really wish you were heree, even though you have been in aussie slightly over a week only its been really different without you and I don't know how Ima go about 3 years with you being so faaaar away.

Weell, but I did manage to catch you in the day, for skype! With mummy and I (dont know why you go make that face ah!) Haha nehmind laa, still beautiful^^ Aaand Im talking to you right now online! Love you. (Please go get twitter/blog)

Heh and on the net today came across this on some tumblr and I SWEAR, I was doing that exact thing. And with these last 2 pics, goodnight.

2010-10-13T23:56:00.010+08:00

Because I love the new family camera so much Im going to bring it about everywhere I goo^^ And these were the stuff taken today, been awhile since I brought a camera out. (how the 4th picture came about was damn funny) I was trying out the fish eye function and then the cleaner walked by, damn mean but I swear it turned out to look freaking funny.

Tomorrow's marina bay sands with da polo girls, for one night. Wenxin's parents booked it, really thankful she invited us to stay there for a night^^ I wish I could bring my parents up there to stay with mee and have the luxury of staynig in the hotel too (instead of me just enjoying it with my friends) Oh well! Next timee, shall go with my family^^

Ah hotmail being a total bitch I can't load into my email = cant reply sister's email )':

2010-10-12T22:36:00.004+08:00

MUMMY CAME BACK TODAY^^ Dinner with the parents and to funan to get the CAMERA^^ Thank you daddy and mummy for the camera:) Sis brought the other one to aussie.

This camera's like the "EVOLUTION" of the prev one we got, and its extra features include! HD Movie recording, fisheye effect, miniature effect, colour accent(I really like this effect) its the one just below(IGNORE THE FRIGGIN MESSY TABLE) Middle one's the miniature effect and the last retarded looking one is the fish eye, haha kay fish eye looks better w landscape but hey! Just taking whatever's in my room, haha.

2010-10-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

I made a twitter account.

2010-10-08T12:15:00.006+08:00

This was the day just before you left! @ Vivo with peiying jiejie.(I like this picture a lot) No words could mean how much I miss you, even though you left only 2 nights ago. Your room looks as if you were just here and that you're coming back later at night or something. The pajamas lying on the floor, your bed unmade. Though not an active skype user I would log on everyday in hope you'd be online too just so we could skype :)

Even though the past 2 days were spend at the chalet, I still thought of you. And now that I'm home it its still kinda hard to believe the next time I would see you IN THE FLESH would only be months away. I just hope you take care there as you enter a new phase in your life, you'd meet many different kinda of people there and I trust that you'd make the right choices while you're there. I miss you, so much )':

Okay so on a lighter note, the chalet across the entire year3 archi students was awesome. Tiring, but fun. I think it was the least amount of sleep I had over 3 days, slept the moment I got home till now, its a record! I've never slept for 20 hours straight before, haha. Kay and Im off to lunch! (chicken pie in the fridge^^) and dinner with the mates later. Gday everyone!

2010-10-03T23:54:00.003+08:00

Never understood those people who buy drinks and alcohol to mix them to drink, get high and go into clubs in that state. Likewise for the other way round, club and then buy drinks outside the club after clubbing or whatever it is that those people do. Or people spending their birthdays @ clubs getting high and doing things that has totally no meaning, I mean, is that how you spend your birthday? Seriously people. Ah oh well, but then again who am I to judge. How people spend their time and whatever is subjective to each individual. Well, there IS the freedom of speech anyways. (Excuse the sudden outburst) feeling rather URH-

Well my knee's being a dingbat, it hurts! Internally, not the knee cap though. I cant possibly think of anything that might've caused it other than THE ACCIDENT I had one year back. But its been so long why's it only acting up now! Damn it hurts and Im not liking the feeling of it, at all. Ah well, gotta hit the sack soon. Gotta start sleeping and waking earlier.

HM. So its now sunday night, 2 more nights till I'll be sleeping next to an empty room )': What am I gonna do without you, when your miles and miles away. Who am I going to talk to when I just wna talk to you about that small and totally insignificant thing that happened during the day, who's gonna be there for me to irritate (heeh) or to tell you how my day went, or be there to hear my completely out of tune singing/screaming around the house anymore. Im going to miss you )':

2010-10-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

I wanna talk to you.
But right after I do I feel like I shouldn't have and wish Id take back what I said.
Well maybe I expected too much outta this.
I should've known better.

2010-10-01T01:37:00.011+08:00

Stuff I saved while on tumblr yesterday (even though I don't own one :)

Oh and http://sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/09/30/minister-mentor-lee-kuan-yew-hospitalised/, came across this on yahoo news, "Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew hospitalised" Yeeah :(

2010-09-28T01:36:00.003+08:00

I've got friends who appreciate me for who I am. You're just not one of them.

2010-09-26T22:01:00.003+08:00

It never really dawned on me that I would spend months and nights alone till you come back from Australia, or even till the day I see you in the flesh where I can hug you, lean my head on your shoulder, irritate the crap outta you, do the occasional whack on the arm, hold your hand. Sure there's skype where I can see your face and talk to you. But its just not the same, it wont be, and I know it. Words can't and won't be able to explain how much I am going to miss you. Things sure won't be the same around when you're gone. But I am going to wait, and look so very forward till the day you come home. (or when I fly there to visit you) I can't handle this kinda things, no doubt Ima cry my eyes out at the airport. But who cares how swollen my eyes are gonna be and how awful I'm going to look. You're worth those awkward stares, heeh. And I love you so much you mean the world to me. You going is as if a part of me is being ripped away. Okay, a huge part of me. I wish you didn't have to go )': I'll miss you so much.

I love you.

2010-09-26T17:26:00.001+08:00

I certainly don't need shitty friends like you.

2010-09-25T00:53:00.007+08:00

FIRSTLY, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK SARAH CHIA FOR LETTING ME BORROW HER UNDERWATER CAMERA :)

Jurong wave pool with the sister and cousin today! And yes we brought the camera (well, py and myself) and took the slide with it trying desperately to capture images while going down the slide heeh! Well it was fun!

Aaand look what I've got heree (GOOD OL' BUBBLE WRAP)

Ah so this week's been tiring, with training and going out. The week just went by like that. There goes one week of the holidays, only 3 more. To get the whole (training/doing of work/spending time with loved ones&friends) thing together, basically even without school this week's been pretty hectic and tiring. Maybe also due to the fact that there hasn't been training in quite awhile.

& elmo's on youtube! The top left thing, super cute or what.

Ah anyway, isnt it frustrating how people see only one side of you (say for me the super noisy and retarded side) and decide to place their judgements on you with all the words childish immature and such when you yourself know very well that you're not all that. And that maybe you got other friends who are actually more worth of your time cause they know you for you really are? (both retarded and how serious you can be). Beyond what others choose to see thats on the outside.

But then again, thats how I am generally/most of the time, noisy and what not. So who are we to blame them when thats the side we choose to show and on their part making assumptions based on what they see of me? With that, goodnight.

ONE MORE THING.

Its so fuggin frustrating everytime you try to plan an event(say hang out or just to eat) for your friends and people want to make things difficult, say you suggest a place and then they complain but at the end of the day they dont suggest anything else? Or they'd only decide to go if they knew who else was going, or! Everyone asks the same bleddy question on who's going and it just impossible to answer. And if only say 2/3 people are going we just decide to call the entire thing off?

I realise how frustrated I am over a few things sometimes. Okay and I'm aware of how much of a selfish biatch I sound like right now but sometimes its just good to let it out. But remember not to look back.

2010-09-18T22:55:00.002+08:00

Its damn fking screwed up, dont you got no rights or any face to stand up for what you believe in, instead of just following them? You should've known better, instead of just trying to find fault with others and get pissed and angry or whatever shit it is. Get your own fuggin opinion.

And stand up for what you believe in. (or at least try to.) To save whatever little dignity I have left of you.

2010-09-15T00:42:00.001+08:00

Don't go ):

2010-09-13T23:56:00.001+08:00

I DID IT. I feel some sense of achievement,haha!

Crit tomorrow and its time to go through my slides again to get ready for tomorrow, Im scared shit outta my wits man.

2010-09-12T23:38:00.005+08:00

Not too sure when this song came about but Im guessing it was during the 90s.

Good stuff, why don't artistes produce songs like these anymore, boy do I miss 90s music. And I know however impossible, I wished the radio played 80s and 90s music. Early 2000s is fine too heh, THE MUSIC INDUSTRY IS NYGAH. Investing in artistes that can barely sing, or require loads of autotune and that shiat. I get so turned off listening to the radio sometimes.

Kay, to make an appointment tmr for my haircut! Woohoo, excited outta my butt, haha. And crit on tuesday. Scared shit outta my wits.

2010-09-12T02:30:00.004+08:00

Buncha stuff I been saving from tumblr-ing these past few days. The pictures aint in any particular order. To dinner with my parents, sis hada work. We all don't go out as often as we did when my sis and I were younger, but we still do and thats just :) Im really thankful for my family. (Okaay I have no idea why the sudden getting emotional thing! haha)

Awesome stuff beloww, be it funny, retarded, cool quotes/pictures/hairstyles, whatever! Have fun looking! (which due to copyright issues I'll claim that I dont own any of them.)

2010-09-12T01:06:00.008+08:00

Oh my hair, from year one till now. All pics from my pics under the archi folder in my com (lazy to go about to find others) Not like its changed much since it grew longer, except for the occasional trim. Never really changed anything about but to just let it grow out and to be honest Im getting kinda bored of it.

I would like to shave abit off the side of my hair, the right side to be exact. So what if I look retarded, you're only young once :)

P.s- Im quite excited to see howzit gonna look. Wish me luck!

2010-09-10T23:34:00.003+08:00

Step Up 3 was greeeaaat. Its so great that Im watching it again online.

I'm starting to watch movies online now, never been the kind to. But I guess its a good way to kill time heh. Now that the holidays are here, AGAIN. And looking for a job that actually hires people for only a month is pretty hard to findd. No way man, I have to find a part time job to work during this hols. And I've got work to catch up on as well. So there. 2 main things to do during the hols, get a job & do work. & also hanging with ma maytez.

2010-09-04T04:15:00.002+08:00

FINALLY. Submission is now over. One of the more submissions to come, I'd admit I started work too late for this submission. We were given a 3 week YOG break and I spent the entire first (okay maybe a bit of the 2nd week) doing ANYTHING but work >: Rushed for the remaining 2 weeks or so, not good maan- the quality and the effect it has on the body. There were days I slept at 7am, 5am, 3am and for the last night before submission didnt sleep. Well, only for an hour or so.

Thats me last night after coming home from dinner with da mates. Tired like anything. Was on the com only for bit and then I slept till 2pm heh. WHICH AFTER I HAD to go to ACSI for an water polo invitational thing. We won 1st btw, awesome job guys :) (despite the ref being super bias!) So much for talking about lack of sleep when its now 4 in the morning, haha.

The medall :) -haha notice the sudden change in expression

One of the days at national lib w mates and hendricks decided to gimmie a video call right in the middle of the national library heh :B

See you on monday for breakfast alright!

Oh and the new ipod nano lookin not so great yo. It looks as if someone cut off both the ends of the ipod, just lookatit! Saw it on the apple website, speaking of new products, there's a new ipod touch too. WHICH HAS A VIDEO CALL OPTION. WHICH IS SO FREAKING RETARDED cause if thats the thing, people might as well get an iphone. Or not get an iphone and just use the ipod touch. AND VIDEO RECORDING, what is thaaat!

Aiyah whatever la, haha don't know I sound so pissed at for anyway, haha! Well thats the reason why I stick to the classic one, its still the best if you ask me. And I reeally feel ipod touch/iphones are all overrated. REALLY OVERRATED.

Man im so hungry right now I would really like to give macdonalds a ring for macdelivery (BREAKFAST STYLE~) JUST HEARD MY TUMMEH GRUMBLE.

Jared Leto, lookin' fiiiine :B Errybody should check out the song 'Closer to the edge' by them, GOOD STUFF.

Aaaand, my favourite actor.

With that, goodnight :B

2010-09-01T22:18:00.006+08:00

It was a choice you made and who am I to judge but to just stand and watch you going on about your life. I saw how you looked over and I really don't know what is it that you want to do. This whole thing happened so fast and I really don't and could probably never understand why you did what you did/make those decisions. I'm still finding it hard to react to this whole thing and I really don't know how should I face you again.

I just feel like I've been replaced.

But then again, maybe we both just deserved someone else.

2010-08-31T23:50:00.006+08:00

Who are we think our little relationship/friendship/submission and school work problems are the world and start treating them like the biggest problems in our lives when we fail to see the bigger picture that there is actually more to this. When would we stop and take a look around at others. That there are people out there in the world who have bigger problems than our little trival ones, people who don't know whats in store for them even for the next day where would they sleep, get their meals and all that. Life's more than what we percieve our own little problems to be, if we'd only open up and look around.

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I didn't know what to say or how to react when you told me what you did and I must say I am probably the worst person anyone could come to for advice when it comes to things like such. Its an issue that affects many others too I'm sure. Things like that is surely beyond my grasp or control. But one thing I know is that I'm always here for you, should you need someone to listen to. I'm probably the best person for that, heh since I'm not that good with my words. I just hope with all my heart that you'd make the right choice which I'm sure you would. Just remember, that I'm here for you, always. Take care.

2010-08-31T01:32:00.007+08:00

I am so tireeed ): Haven't been sleeping well for the past 2 nights. Slept at 7am sat night and 5am last night. This is what architecture does to the bodyy.

MY MODEL. Its pretty messy heh, doesn't stack up well cause its detachable and done floor by floor! Maybe the fact that my laptop spoilt was a blessing in disguise, so that I could actually start on my physical model. Cause if not I'd prolly not have done it, so yeah.

(BROKEN COLUMN @ BOTTOM RIGHT, HAHA!)

CHECK OUT THE MESS I MADE OF MY ALREADY MESSY TABLE! (ignore the snoopy!)

National library with the homiezz again tomorrow :B

2010-08-29T04:06:00.004+08:00

NEW LCD SCREEN WELCOME, finally got it fixed and I just had to use my webcam, haha after not using for so many years.
Yes I look like a total dingbat but who gives! Heh, I love that shirt btw. Lep Zep shirrrt. Okay so that was me at 11pm ish

And this is me at 4am, Im so tired oh please shoot me. (Yes Im wearing the same shirt, I havent showered, PAHAH) Ah but I HAVE to finish the model by todayy! Then tmr finish all the other stuff.

2010-08-27T18:46:00.007+08:00

Sometimes I wonder what the hell am I doing with my life. Was

architecture even my first choice or passion in the first place to begin

with? Do we try to excel in whatever we're doing, get good grades just so

we can meet parents expectations, meet the expectations of others to

save face? And then with that we can further continue our education and

get a good job so that we'd have enough money to lead a comfortable

enough life to enjoy?

What's life to you.

Whatever happened to the simple things in life that make us smile, the things that make us happy. Say finding the right one and just being with him/her, or just living each day not worrying about tomorrow and fearing for the future. Where money didn't rule the hearts of so many. What happened to those days, I wonder. Were there even days like that to begin with?

2010-08-27T16:48:00.003+08:00

What is like to have found love?

2010-08-27T01:22:00.005+08:00

Yes my left hand still smells of garlic. Wonderful.
Stayed home the entire day, it feels so unnatural, like the day didn't really pass by or something. Cause most of the time I'm sitting at my desk on the com. Cept to eat and toilet breaks of course.

20 new songs today! A mixture of converting youtube files/downloading and songs sent by logen, I trust the music he sends me cause he knows well the kind I like/listen to. Music buddeh!~

HM. So my ipod/itunes been taking really long to sync lately, could it be the number of new songs that I've been adding I don't know, but its taking a really long time! More than twice the usual time it does to sync. Ah and Im really craving for ice cream/frozen yoghurt now.

I realise ever paragraph is on something different, and so would this one be! Submission's in 6 days, how the hell am I going to finish everything seriously. Im screwed inside out and all around man. Better work my butt off these few days.

2010-08-26T11:16:00.002+08:00

MY LEFT HAND STILL REEKS OF GARLIC FROM COOKIN YESTERDAY BODOHHHHH.

2010-08-26T03:08:00.005+08:00

Was talking to a friend about stuff, a whole lotta stuff actually, gave me a lotta insight on life and love and other stuff. Next 2 photos that round up the looong conversation.

Aaand next 2 are my heartfelt emotions~ haha! No, really. The photo right below? I guess that makes me a coward.

Well the one below is kinda how I am, and from the type of music I listen, the friend mentioned above came up with a few facts that I'm more personal, that I keep things in my life etc, this just a jiss of what he came up with, the others were pretty accurate if you ask me, including this one too. Hence the quote in the 2nd picture down.

And with that Im going to bed :)

2010-08-25T00:24:00.007+08:00

REMEMBER THESE GUYS!! DAMN CUTE.

HAIR HIGHLIGHTS. I am going to get mine soon! I like hers, but not gonna do so light a colour.

On youtube listening to Bodies by Drowning Pool and as always I was scrolling down the comments and I saw this, made me laugh and go "HELLYEAH"

It was a comment by a user named TheCondemnedProphet and he said this:

"LISTEN UP EVERYONE VERY IMPORTANT
The rock nation will be attacking Justin Biebers BABY video
on September 1st onward ... Remember to dislike, put a comment and flag on the baby vid on sep 1.
We need your help to destroy this modern autotune music that
has ruled the world. Copy paste this comment on every good music
video such as: Metallica, Dio, AC/DC, led zep, the doors, Beatles,Rolling Stones, Iron Maiden, hendrix
Guns n' Roses, etc.
Thumbs up 2 this plan"

This spidey tatoo's really cool if you ask me :) The other 2 photos below are just nice photos.

THIS, IS REAL TALENT. From Swedish Idol, this one of my favs out of those I seen, got about 13tabs all opened on that alone, they're really great. Far better than American Idol really. Below's those awesome auditions,(same thumbnail but its different!) k the first one ain't as good as the rest. But I really really love em all, could hear it all day long.

2010-08-24T19:54:00.004+08:00

Did something to the template, no more links and tagboard and all that anymore :/ Still kept the old template one though, should I have any intentions of changing it back heh.

A week ago Id be at USS with peiying.
This the first photo I took, what I really like bout it is the colours:) it is the colours.

2010-08-24T12:41:00.007+08:00

PASTA MANIA DELIVERY. Last I ordered was during ITP, Ju and I ordered the day we got our first part of the pay heh, not the kindest thing to our pockets that day. (k la that sentence structure sounds weird but whatever) I like their website! (this isn't the delivery page, its the catering one, I like how they made it scrapbook-ey like)

WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO HAVE THIS IN YOUR HOUSE! I know I would!

I don't know about others but this quite true for me heh

My tummy just grumbled, I heard it. The only thing that's on my mind right now is food, SPEAKING of food! It was my first tripto Wendy's with the polozz after training, the meal sarah & I ordered came with a free frostie(ice cream) which we never finished cause on top of our meals we ordered the baked potato thing, it was a great first visit AND I SURE WOULD GO BACK AGAIN.

http://www.ourstage.com/ Website for new artistes, I only go to the rock genre nvr really heard of the other stuff yet, was introduced to this site by a friend. At the top right it shows that its a partner of MTV and then I wonder why isn't MTV playing songs like these but instead all the fuzzy stuff they're playing right now.

2010-08-24T00:55:00.010+08:00

Looking for a new blogskin hurhur. (okay so maybe after seeing mary change hers it SUBCONSCIOUSLY came to me that I might wana change my blogskin too heh). Didn't really find that nice skins but some that are pretty cool. And out of them I only saved one link, THE REST ARE GONEE. OH WELL.

My first blogskin! Hendricks helped me pick this one while creating the blog for me :) Thought of using it again heh.

My 2nd skin! I REALLY LIKE THIS ONE TOO :B (the green monsters super cute or what)A nice scrapbook one I came across!

ANOTHER SCRAPBOOK ONE

Actually considering changing to thiss
Ilikethis! Though im not too sure where the posts gna go

Back from training(gotta kick the habit of going late >:(

Did some facade studies, better get started on structural tmr, & read up on aircon lecture. What a wonderful tuesday its gonna be, whee~

2010-08-22T13:32:00.004+08:00

1. TUMBLR IS EVIL.

It takes you away from doing your work (haha maybe its just that I dont have self control) well in MY DEFENCE. You go with the idea of going to one or 2 that you usually see, AND THEN because people reblog stuff you'd just end up going to other tumblrs and linking to others and so on..

2. THERE SHOULDN'T BE A YOG BREAK

It just gets everyone into the holiday mood and theres little sense of motivation to work on our submission. (Study for exams for other courses that is,)

3. I THINK TRIBAL TATOOS ARE COOL

Not those super huge ones tho

4. FOR EVERY 5MINS OF DOING WORK

I spend half an hour doing something else on the net ):

5. I SHOULD REALLY CONTINUE ON MY WORK RIGHT NOW.

2010-08-22T11:09:00.007+08:00

I came here not having anything specific in mind to say~
HMM.

Okay so Baybeats was pretty cool, not so much into the screamo stuff though. And because I cant stand the smell of ciggies it wasn't exactly the freshest air around there. Got myself a lanyard.

Gotta love the Scorpions MAAN.

OH and I came across this site http://www.songkick.com/, its a website where you can track your fav artistes to see when theyre touring, where to all that stuff. I registered to be a member :)

To school in the morning for swim training, who wakes up to got for 930am training on a saturday morning! Haha k la so I was late. Aaaand its back to work.

P.S- PANDAN SNOWSKIN MOONCAKE IS DUH BOMB.

2010-08-21T03:05:00.005+08:00

From http://fyeahparanoidparrot.tumblr.com/,
Haha I SWEAR ITS REALLY QUITE FUNNY. All these up here are all that I relate with HAHA.

(Similar to the one above heeh, my personal fav btw)

2010-08-20T19:50:00.012+08:00

Got back from vivo awhile ago, to the harbourfront hawker for my lunch/dinner while sisz went for work. Page one to look @ some archi books on facades and stuff HOPING I could somehow get some sorta inspiration, managed to sneak a few photos using my phone heeheh.

Was actually deciding for abit on whether to go home and continue on my 3d modelling or PAGEONE, went with the fact that I needed inspiration for my projectt, its nice to just have some alone time sometimes. Stayed there for about an hour. Speaking of 3dmodelling was talking to ridz and we were saying how we told ourselves we'd never to use revit (not so much of rebelling but its of the fact its a new programme and we're not that used to it and all that)

TODAY, is the first day of baybeats and Im not there boo. Really wanted to listen to
Carlos Castano, Car Crash Hearts and Cockpit. OHWELL. Tomorrow!

Saw this on http://leloveimage.blogspot.com/ and I like this post! (secretly hoping something like that would happen for me, HAH.) Kay so I'll just plonk the entire post right here.

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WEDNESDAY, AUGUST 18, 2010
dreamlike

It was as if you had a spell over me. I was alone and backpacking through Europe. You started talking to me on the metro. I remember the easiness that came with talking to you, the interest I had in what you had to say, and how special I felt with your eyes peeled only on me. We spent the next 48 hours together, you and me. We talked and laughed about music and movies but also opened up to each other about things that mattered. You were so intelligent. Even as we walked through galleries and museums in such a historical setting as Europe, I learned more from your stories, your point of view, and your lease on life. And just 48 hours later, our time was up. Trains booked going opposite directions, more places to go and people to meet. Strangers merely a few days ago, why did my heart ache so much as you walked me to the train station and kissed me goodbye? I don’t think I’ll ever see you again, but that’s okay. Because you made me feel like I was in a beautiful dreamlike world for 48 hours, and now I know that I can’t settle for anything less. Because after meeting you, I have a taste of what it feels like to find someone extremely special, and I dream about the day when I will meet a guy that makes me as happy as you did for decades and decades to come rather than just 48 hours.
-A

POSTED BY LE LOVE AT 11.24PM

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2010-08-19T01:06:00.013+08:00

Dinner after training and Im still hungry. HURRRH~~

I just had a real loser moment. So I took out an old bracelet that I haven't worn in a while and for some reason decided to try it on. Moment I expanded the elastic to fit it through my wrist THE THING SNAPPED AND THE BEADS FELL EVERYWHERE ONTO THE FLOOR. I bet I only picked up like one third of the beads.

At dinner today sarah mentioned about trying CORNFLAKES + CONDENSED MILK. Sure sounds like some heavenly goodness, haha! I shall try it soon. Once the cornflakes stock at home is restored.

This combination of koko krunch and milo is personally my fav at the moment :) I remember eating this when I was a kid, and Im still lovin it.

2010-08-18T02:20:00.001+08:00

COMMITMENT VS COMPANY

Something to think about! Was talking to mary on this and yeah, something to think about :)

Its 2:20am and I've yet to go to bed whats wrong with mee. Really quick posty post post, and then to sleep! UNIVERSAL STUDIOS with peiying jie2 today. More photos if I got the time to! IT WAS FUNFUNFUN. Love yah cuzzin :)

2010-08-17T02:02:00.003+08:00

I spent the past few hours downloading 3D Studiomax into my com and its not even done yet.

2010-08-15T23:10:00.002+08:00

So I did this a week ago, put it up, took it down and decided to put it up again. Hurrh.

It was really great hearing from you again after so long, upon recieving that fb message from you it made me smile. What happened almost 2 years ago was something I would never forget and even though things didnt continue to be like how it was Im really grateful that we still have that friendship and its definitely something worth treasuring :) Though I miss it so, it wouldn't hurt to go back to how it was, would it? I sure miss what we had back then.

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YESTERDAY! Ridz gave me this link and I swear it just increased ma love for Jim Carrey by THIS MUCH MORE. Hes damn funny ILOVEHIM.

JAMES MORRISON. With a voice like that? Marry me already! Hahah! K la Im being retarded now. And ima sucker for awesome seranade-ey voices huhrr! I always liked the idea of being serenaded teehee :B

GOODNIGHT WORLD.

2010-08-15T00:34:00.005+08:00

I did this :)

(click pic to enlarge!)

2010-08-14T22:30:00.001+08:00

2010-08-14T22:04:00.003+08:00

(Haha not in the stalker-ish way of course :)

2010-08-14T17:45:00.003+08:00

SECOND THOUGHTS.

All that I needed was someone to remind of me of what was right and wrong :) Thank you.

2010-08-14T16:20:00.003+08:00

I woke at 4pm today, how nice.
First thing I went to do was to switch on the computer and a huge bee flew into my room.

Alright saying it is one thing, but actually going about to doing it is another.

Aaand Im off to lunch.

2010-08-13T23:57:00.010+08:00

"Would a difference in religion and belief hold you back from getting what you want or rather, who you want to be with. What if this is that one person who makes you truly happy but you're too afraid to go out and get it cause of this very reason. I once heard that if you found someone who makes you happiest and brings out the best in you, you never let that person go. But what if religion stands in the middle dividing everything."
What would you do?

Im just gna leave you guys with that for now, goodnight :)

2010-08-12T22:46:00.004+08:00

TOMORROW,
IS THE 13TH OF FRIDAY AND THE 4TH DAY OF THE SEVENTH MONTH.
I dont know if something would happen to me for posting it up haha! CHOY LA. And I swear as I was walking home I blast my music so loud just so I could get rid of whatever noise, or rather to distract myself. BECAUSE I live so far in the road is a looong and quiet walk inn :/ ITS LIKE ADDITIONAL SCARE FACTOR I SWEAR.

On a lighter note!
Dinner today with mary tiff and carol! Been so long since I seen/gone out with yall and I MISS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ): We HAVE to meet up again soon even if its just for makan.

Came about this song in the related videos section when log gave me a link to another song, its awesome! Okay so the genre I listen most to is the kinda rock songs where the guy has a husky voice, all the song needs is a husky voice and Im hooked, haah. Actually, NAH. HM, well, kinda. Well I listen to a few genre's o music so YEAH. But theres one kind I cant stand and that is techno. And a lot of the songs that are being played on the radio, A WHOLE LOADA TRASH IF YOU ASK ME. Where were the days where song lyrics weren't just about drugs sex getting high and all that shizz, what happened to writing about friend/relationships, love, making the world a better place and all that :( Anyways enjoy the song!

So yeah, this song is pretty nice too. A cover by Taylor Ward. I like his covers of songs, also how he takes the trash music (don't know if Id be caught for saying this) of today and does awesome covers of em. Plus he "re-wrote some of the parts to make it more family appropriate : )".

2010-08-12T11:08:00.005+08:00

GOOGLE CHANGED THEIR IMAGE INTERFACE(im not too sure if thats the correct word to use but heck!) THING and when you google an image its like this! Kinda irritating when you run the mouse over the image and it enlarges, plus when you click on the picture it not at the site itself but rather just the image and you gotta click on another button to go to the website, well its the same as before in the clicking sense (what am i talking about) but I prefer the older one tt you can just go right and see the next picture like that its faster! But this mosiac tile way you can see EVERYTHING. Am talking a whole loada crap here hurrh. BYE.

Aaand, I HAVE TO watch step up 3.

2010-08-11T15:45:00.002+08:00

MY LUNCH :B
Corned beef with the instant mash potato-ey thing.
Mum would totally flip and skin me alive if she saw me eating in my room like that heh heh. YES AND I KNOW MY TABLE ITSELF (dont even talk about the rest of the room) IS A TOTAL MESS DONT JUDGE ME.

2010-08-11T14:30:00.002+08:00

IM REALLY SUPPOSED TO BE DOING MY WORK RIGHT NOW BUT IM NOT ): This is what I have of today, HAHA just a heading which says "FACADE STUDIES" along with today's date, FAIL.COM really. IN MY DEFENCE, for starters I took down all the submission requirements and have got a better idea of whats required for this submission heh.

Gonna be a busy end of the week with dinner plans, walawala, going down to settle class tee stuff and all.

2010-08-11T13:49:00.005+08:00

I like!

2010-08-11T11:52:00.009+08:00

"I hate being replaced. I hate when someone likes you, then they meet someone new and all of a sudden, you mean nothing."

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Its not so much the fact that you're with her but more of the fact that how things changed so fast. Never would I have thought that things would turn out like this. Im not sure of how to react upon hearing this, I still dont know what to do or say or how to talk to you. But then again Im not in any position to judge or question your intentions so maybe its best I just leave things be.